Kadang gak ngerti juga apa maunya orang...
semakin di diemin semakin ngelunjak gitu...entah apa maksudnya?
kalo katanya dia itu dikutuk karena bisa deketin cw mana ajah,
duh..maap deh...bukan gue orangnya hahaha...

Gue tak tertaklukan sama loe...maap ajah...
perasaan udah gak mo lagi temenan deh, trus itu juga bukan katakata yang gue ucapin,
tapi loe sendiri yang ucapin, anggep kita gak pernah kenal..so???

Apa maksudnya dengan say hi lewat sms? Mo ngasih tau nomer baru??
heuhueheu...BASI!!
oh bukan itu yah? hmm...trus apa? oh iyah, biar gue penasaran trus telp?
YUP!! you got it! udah kan denger suara gue? trus bantingan telp juga enak gak di denger?? wakakaka....aneh bener...

masih blum cukup juga?? KANGEN??? bwahahaha...makin ngakak deh...
apa maksudnya miss call malem²? Bukannya loe bisa tinggal pilih mo cw mana ajah,
bakal bertekuk lutut?? ha?? hahah...gak bisa lupain gue??
heuheuhe...mang enak...makanya jangan takabur, sekarang silakan jilat ludah anda sendiri yang sudah di lepeh :)

sorry gue udah sinis banged, karna gue gak tau lagi gimana caranya ngasih tau loe!!
STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!
FOREVER!!...mungkin tar kalo gue dah dikubur boleh kali loe cari tau gue dikubur dimana...hahaha...

Well, kadang punya temen banyak itu enak dan seru. Tapi kadang juga bingung karna tementemen juga datang dari berbagai tempat yang beda, jadi mesti di klasifikasikan juga kalo ngumpul...kecuali tementemen yang agak AJAIB yang bisa langsung adaptasi klo di kenalin sama lingkungan baru, trus langsung asik ajah!!
hehehe...

Tapi kadang gak enaknya adalah kalo misalnya ada temen yang lagi sedih, tapi gak mo cerita. Dan kita juga kan gak bisa maksa dia untuk cerita ada apa, semua cuma bisa di lihat dari diary online ajah, entah masalahnya apa tetep juga gak mo cerita. Kadang kita kalo lagi bete juga pasti sikapnya begitu kali yah? Cuma kadang suka gak sadar aja gimana mo bersikap :)

Belakangan ini membaca dan merasa ada beberapa temen yang cukup dekat lagi ada masalah, dan semua masalahnya tidak jauh dari sikap 'menuduh' atas apa yang orang lihat dan orang 'baca'. Kalo istilah kerennya PREJUDICE. Yep, banyak banged orang yang punya sikap keq gitu sekarang, terlebih lagi banyak juga orang yang mencari sensasi dengan membuat heboh suatu lingkungan...hanya sekedar mencari perhatian...
entah apapun maksudnya itu...

Well, orang seperti itu mungkin memang sudah gak diperhatikan lagi kali yah? Sama orangorang terdekat...tapi KAMU yang memang mengaku menjadi temankuw...
Ada yang bisa dibantu agar dapat meringankan bebanmu sedikit saja??
*hugsss

Saat ini seperti bisa ngerasain apa yang kamu rasain, bete, kesel, nangis...
tawa getir...tapi TETEP harus berusaha kliatan tegar...karna buat apa juga semua ituw?? Toh gue kesel juga, kesel sendiri koq, gak ada yang peduli :)
heheh...bener kan gitu pikirannya?

Its ok, saat ini ambil waktu buat diri sendiri ajah dulu,
mungkin karna kebiasaan gak curhat kali yah, dan terlalu mendengarkan omongan orang,
kamu jadi stress sendir...well, friend...I'm here, if you need a shoulder to cry on!! dengan catatan kalo kamu masih bisa PERCAYA sama seorang Mei :)

That's all I can say..

Trying the new comment system...hope its going to work tho :D
thanks to Mitha :)

weww...another stupid argument today, another argument cause of someone else and its getting bigger, BUT its ok now..hueheuhe...
Drot, dropped me line today, and a good news, thanks for your help
Icha made another forum and I just sign up just now...hehehe...

*sigh

nothing exiting happened just confuse about the gathering on Friday, I guess I better not come tho, rather than having a huge fight after...

Wew, I guess I wrote lots of things today, since there's lots of things happening today...so I just want to write it down...

all the nice things happened for a reason today
I chatted with dk and he said he's going to have a girlfriend
*good for you, D! Its about time I guess :D

and my crazy bro in the US told me that he decided to be straight now,
not becoming bi again...*halelujah

then as for this fellow cap, that's how I call him, he has a new girlfriend last week, he's the one that told me love just a bunch of crap now decided that love do EXIST...huehueheu...

goodie...goodiee..goodiee...
hope this will work to my other bestfriends :)

What I do know is, I just try to live each day as the most exciting day of my life, that's how I enjoy of being ALIVE...

I know when they all said that LOVE can make this world go round,
but the 'L' word WITHOUT money is BULLSHIT...!!

heheh...its not about the materialistic kinda thing I guess...
but if you just think for a while then that word if true in someway

Mom said to me last nite, that there's a saying in chinese proverb that,
if you're not an EGO person than the sky and the earth will shut you down...
I guess that's what she trying to say tho...*shrug

*sigh

I want to be an egoistic person BUT I guess I just can't :(
...I'm sorry...

I guess there's too many things in mind now...dunno what to write and dunno what to tell...probably its because when ppl dun have money or in the desperate kinda situation then their mind start thinking those impossible thing...*shrug

But I dunno anymore, since there's too many advices and too many discussions that have been brought up AND still its going to the same shit again and again...*sigh

So, what's the point of talking then?

Mom, I do know and sometimes I dun know, but at the moment, can you just bear with me? Trying how to live my life the way I want it too? If later on I make my own mistake and terrible one, I will NOT feel dissapointed, 'cause that's what its supposed to happend...I just hope whatever it is, I can still handle it...

you're the reason I live 'till today, Mom...
Love you so!

Lemme try to write sumthin' serious here :)

If you know internet for quite sometime, then you know what a forum is :)
I know this forum name KASKUS from my very bestfriends, and that's how I know my dearest ayang...*muaachh*

BUT as time goes by, there's too many things happened there...
these are the ppl that put REAL life into CYBER life and vise versa
dun get me wrong, I was too...but as the conscious mind strike then I realize its stupid acting like that...

So, I take my action NOT to put CYBER to REAL life 'cause its like the word PATHETIC. I do admit that I met tons of new friends from this forum some become great friends and some just for the cyber sake...and to be able to become their friends and meeting each and everyone of 'em personally really do make my life more FUN!!

Somehow, I just wish that this forum can be as calm and fun as 2 years before only a few psycophat stayed there but soon begone..hehehe...

well, there's too many ppl in this world of cyber...but we can as wisely as we could to choose for the best for our own :)